Ultralight beam golden threads
2024-04-15, 8:31 p.m.

Me & B got into a heavy row. I left the house teary eyed. I threw a broken curly mousse. The soundtrack was moody then ultralight beam. I felt the spirit of love & divine intervention settling on my back in the subway. When the class camera went up I saw the kanye merch "ultralight beam" passing by the camera in red. He stayed in the camera several times and he's usually the man off camera. Listening to A Helwa before bed is nice because it moves my overactive night mind into a loving place.2nd symbol is that the dream of 5 roses and the request to make rose water: rose water is used to purify the kaaba. It is beautifying, holy, precious. As I rode the depressive state I told me thoughts they were out of place. I reminded myself I am golden threads imbued with preciousness, holiness, love