night watch
2023-04-24, 10:29 p.m.

Kasbah white honey and sandalwood coiled in a flume.

last night i craved the delicious limbo of hope with you, my kin. how you patiently helped me while i helped you and we both hoped i'd be back and under their heel again. i just couldn't. whether or not it was an earnest rejection, i couldn't pull my battered body to get shamed once more.

miracle situation, that the evil ones are consumed by the trapped they laid for me, waving white flags so the redemption arc will favor them a bit more

i wish we had more time to have our mundane buffalo days in the clean snow air

i pushed it down so hard it feels like foggy shards from a distant universe

i cried out to god as the sun greeted the sky at 5:45 and my starry sky hardcover bible opened itself up to Jeremiah. Jeremiah dealing with enemies, crying out to god, like i am, for vengeance 15:15 bujt first, page 821 which means in strong's concordance "night watch" & i felt a miracle rise, being awake for 3 days, god watching me through the night watch