in case u read this
2017-04-22, 2:44 a.m.

i deleted a lot of entries here but then i decided that i really needed a time capsule to visit from time to time. i need to remember my awful taste in men and how i bounced back from every obstacle that the demons put in my way. so if you happen to read this, understand that i've had this journal for 10 years in various incarnations. writing while depressed, ecstatic, drunk, high or alone. i can't really be embarrassed by anything i wrote because it was what my heart was going through at the time. i've tried regular books, but i've been moving around. i lose them