intractable
2020-02-01, 12:13 a.m.

serum sickness. as soon as i said it wasn't, i knew that it was. it hurts. it takes the whole day to dismantle the network of pain, be free for a minute, then everything hurts again. kratom helps sometimes. i alternate kratom & showers. my eyes hurt, so i close them. they hurt when i close them. i distract myself. i get mad about distractions. i wonder if everyone else feels this much pain and still walks around, looking for hing, dal, ginger, cardamom & lunar new year things