Dizzy and euphoric from hunger, Oracle who could hurt you and drag you to the depths
2021-11-02, 1:01 a.m.

Dizzy and euphoric from hunger and clinical reasoning i lay down in bed and nostalgia washes over me, a smaller, lithe body, was pining away for you, loved by you but never enough. Each starved heart murmur beat dulled deeper in the barbiturate flood. Wine glass in my bathroom filled with wine bloody red against the white tiles and rose gold flowers. And your friend rescued me, nursed me back to health, loved me when i was sated, healthy, actualizing. Sometimes i still miss you, like drinking saltwater and wishing the water would be enough. Sometimes i think about who else you did this to & what the breaking point was, were you able to leave peacefully or did you ever find another oracle who could hurt you and drag you to the depths.

Dead Souls-NIN and Joy Division versions
Gold Dust Woman-Hole and Fleetwood Mac versions